Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Thinking and rethinking

I am on the verge of giving up.

I am about to spit it all out.

I am there, almost there.

It's always my fault, it's my flaws they always notice.

It seems I haven't done even just one right thing.

I have squeezed out all my efforts.

Seemingly, it's not enough.

I am coping up.

But they don't allow me to.

But that doesn't mean I'm giving up my goal.

This doesn't mean I'll waste all my investments.

This doesn't even mean that I'll lose.

I know this won't be the end of everything.

Definitely not.

I will still win over this.

That, I know for sure.

For now, I will give in and continue what I have started.

Because I know that day will come.

I believe.

I will always believe.